| J.sighh |
[Jan. 25th, 2011|12:02 am] |
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Having off on 14 Feb will definetely not be a good idea..but whaateverr...
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| J.sad |
[Jan. 17th, 2011|08:31 pm] |
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Sad, but I am very proud of you. Tough days ahead |
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| J.Empty |
[Jan. 5th, 2011|08:14 pm] |
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You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears. Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me too. The few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today. If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, that's my home. Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.
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| J.different |
[Dec. 17th, 2010|01:27 am] |
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Different so gota be strong. |
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| J.Yet another emo entry |
[Dec. 12th, 2010|11:19 pm] |
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When I made that decision last year, it wasn't obvious to me that my life path would be different from others. Now I'm very jealous of other people but I know I shouldn't. I'm just not like that. I'm in a whole different league, different life path. shucks. Did I regret that choice of mine, I don't think so. Anyway, was there even a choice for me to choose my path in the very beginning? I doubt so. Is this a curse? Am I truly happy? Is this what I really want? How will my future be like? Someone once told me it would be hard, I couldn't agree more. I hope at the end of the day I can say it has all been worthwhile, it WILL be...
There isn't really anyone with the ideal lifestyle for me to look up to. I don't really trust this entire thing, system or circle you may call it. Maybe I will in the near future, I don't know. All I have is that faith that everything will just fall into place.
I am already starting to experience some obstacles coming my way, just hope I can pull through it.
Oh ya and why thanks? We aren't stangers right? Just be clear minded next time. Hopefully there isn't any consequences. Good luck for whatever challenges you will face for the next three days and be strong, be stronger than me, I know you will. :)
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